Conflicted. (Present)

I have just created a luststories account and intend to post stories there under their incest category. As strange as it may sound it really does turn me on, despite what happened to me, perhaps its because of what happened to me that i find this so intriguing. I think this definitely qualifies as something kitten wants to do, and i think it will help in the end. There is two sides two every coin and the half of the coin i struggle with is the part i enjoyed in it, it wasn't all bad. And based on everything i have to go by, i shouldn't have. This is what society tells me, perhaps they are wrong, perhaps i am more damaged than i know. Only time will tell.